blab

...know why I was gone for four days last week. I asked Allyson, whom had called me to say "hi" and found out what had been going on with me, to let ya'll know that I'd be out for awhile.

Hence yesterday, I placed my new blast to indicate to all where I was....and to know that I was "murdered" but now ressurected.

Sometimes life will grind to a halt, and find you in a place that you really don't want to be, but you have to "walk" through it. And sometimes, we think that family will always love us and support us without condemnation. They will be compassionate and selfless, but when that changes, it comes all at once and in a tsnami kind of way. Of course it's all emotional, and that can deeply hurt when it does happen. You feel like you can't breathe or catch your breath....and you just feel yourself being thrown against a wall.

Well I have a younger sister who thinks she knows all...and is the "ambassador" for the family, thus making sure that everyone does what they're suppose to do at any cost!

There are times when we also have that with friends. Who make a mountain out of a molehill and then create this chasm between, so that even simple communication becomes a defensive move from both sides of the "fence". This doesn't allow the truth to become seen, and then it's lost in hurt feelings or prideful feelings, which tear at the fabric of the sweetness, which is friendship and family.

Words are used in such a way as to "murder" someone. It or they can be so damaging, They can actually break down someone's esteem in an instant. And once those words are uttered or written, they are in the real world and can never be erased from the mind of the person they were "murdering" with their words and judgements.

It is said in Romans that we who know the law will be judged far greater than those who don't know the law or God. That we who judge will be wrathfully judged by God. God's wrath is discussed in Revelations. Judgement is mine sayeth the Lord, it is not for us mortals to judge by any means anyone! Not for one hair on anyone's head! Pride goes before wisdom when we strike out against someone in anger. When we predispose to think or judge in our own minds, the person is guilty of transgressing against us. Before we judge, take the plank out of your own eye so that you may see much clearer the situation before lancing at the other person you so thought to love, like, or be friends with.

Know that to love is to love totally, and to look upon each other with eyes that see no fault. To accept with an open, loving heart is to see those around us as Christ sees us.

Human that we are, we will make mistakes and then regret....but please take some time before striking out in anger....walk away for some time to pass and to clear your mind to take time to really see the picture before you. Then dessminate from your own pridem that which you think has pained you to stike out...only then will you be able to see just how wronged you were NOT!

and how wrong you will be when you strike out against the other person for what you felt was a deep, prideful hit against you.

Think................

I'm studying Romans in my BSF class on Monday nights, and find it interesting those things that have happened to me these last 2 weeks are running parrallel to my study. Showing me the pride in most which drive them to hate, quick to anger, and judgement, and not having compassion and not being unselfish, like some lately on 360 that I used to know. Once a bridge is burned it cannot be rebuilt, nor will it be.