a few things

finally passed my first yr of driving 4 days ago. goodbye bright yellow/orange triangle plate!!

one more week to exams. still extremely behind time. as usual.

shall start my attachment at IMCB at the 2nd week of Dec. goodbye NTU and hello IMCB! shall be continuing my FYP there as well all the way till graduation..

as siming's previous entry in her blog mentioned, time sure flies. can't believe i'm actuallie going to graduate next july. i wonder where i'll be going after that. if i can get a 2nd upper honours i'll be thanking the Lord everyday for the rest of my life.

well, actuallie i can't wait to graduate. altho i knoe i'm going to miss uni life (cos i get to skip classes whenever i want to).. but at least after i graduate i get to earn $$! hopefully i can earn enuff la.. sigh the future looks so bleak.

ok nvm abt that. i already haf a bunch of places i wanna go after graduation! there's, of cos, tibet. wonder if i'll ever get to go. then i shall be going china (perhaps back to yunnan to visit my aunt).. china's such a beautiful country. tho i'm not sure i can actuallie find a handful of ppl who'll be willing to go there with me.. but it's ok i can go with my parents or i can just go over myself to find my aunt! hahaha.

of cos i shall be going to melbourne to find and ka jiao my dear brother.. he shall not haf peace cos he's going to have to bring me around australia!!! *hahaha* then maybe i'll go hong kong to find dear lynda.. haven't seen her in a while.. i miss ya lynda!! and i can look up my aunt over there too!! and then i'll plan for a trip to taiwan with genyi! let's go shop and eat.. so fun!

wonder if there's anyone out there who knows japan and is willing to bring me around over there.. i heard that i haf a relative there but i'm not quite sure who it is. hmmm. maybe i can go either vietnam or cambodia too.. xp u wanna go??

and carole, if can bring me around UK! i wanna go all those cool places u said! and i wanna go rome too! and greece!!

wow.. i'm happily planning so many things. doubt i have the $$ or time to go so many places in the first place. *sob* haha sounds more like a world tour instead of a graduation trip. *-_-*

oh well.

feeling a lot better

I had some things to sort out for just awhile....I felt the kindnesses and warm wishes from all of you...thank you. Had a couple of calls from some who have that number of mine. They listened as my tears came and flushed out the pain and then talked with me of how I am fine and now it's in the other's court. I have come full circle now and feel renewed, and strengthened by lots of pray and the warm feelings from you all here on my page calling me your friend in this 360land.....all I can say humbly is,......thank you. some

blab

...know why I was gone for four days last week. I asked Allyson, whom had called me to say "hi" and found out what had been going on with me, to let ya'll know that I'd be out for awhile.

Hence yesterday, I placed my new blast to indicate to all where I was....and to know that I was "murdered" but now ressurected.

Sometimes life will grind to a halt, and find you in a place that you really don't want to be, but you have to "walk" through it. And sometimes, we think that family will always love us and support us without condemnation. They will be compassionate and selfless, but when that changes, it comes all at once and in a tsnami kind of way. Of course it's all emotional, and that can deeply hurt when it does happen. You feel like you can't breathe or catch your breath....and you just feel yourself being thrown against a wall.

Well I have a younger sister who thinks she knows all...and is the "ambassador" for the family, thus making sure that everyone does what they're suppose to do at any cost!

There are times when we also have that with friends. Who make a mountain out of a molehill and then create this chasm between, so that even simple communication becomes a defensive move from both sides of the "fence". This doesn't allow the truth to become seen, and then it's lost in hurt feelings or prideful feelings, which tear at the fabric of the sweetness, which is friendship and family.

Words are used in such a way as to "murder" someone. It or they can be so damaging, They can actually break down someone's esteem in an instant. And once those words are uttered or written, they are in the real world and can never be erased from the mind of the person they were "murdering" with their words and judgements.

It is said in Romans that we who know the law will be judged far greater than those who don't know the law or God. That we who judge will be wrathfully judged by God. God's wrath is discussed in Revelations. Judgement is mine sayeth the Lord, it is not for us mortals to judge by any means anyone! Not for one hair on anyone's head! Pride goes before wisdom when we strike out against someone in anger. When we predispose to think or judge in our own minds, the person is guilty of transgressing against us. Before we judge, take the plank out of your own eye so that you may see much clearer the situation before lancing at the other person you so thought to love, like, or be friends with.

Know that to love is to love totally, and to look upon each other with eyes that see no fault. To accept with an open, loving heart is to see those around us as Christ sees us.

Human that we are, we will make mistakes and then regret....but please take some time before striking out in anger....walk away for some time to pass and to clear your mind to take time to really see the picture before you. Then dessminate from your own pridem that which you think has pained you to stike out...only then will you be able to see just how wronged you were NOT!

and how wrong you will be when you strike out against the other person for what you felt was a deep, prideful hit against you.

Think................

I'm studying Romans in my BSF class on Monday nights, and find it interesting those things that have happened to me these last 2 weeks are running parrallel to my study. Showing me the pride in most which drive them to hate, quick to anger, and judgement, and not having compassion and not being unselfish, like some lately on 360 that I used to know. Once a bridge is burned it cannot be rebuilt, nor will it be.

Britney No Longer a Slave for Kevin

Well, they said it wouldn't last...and hey, they (and by "they," we mean "everbody") were right! Seriously, we've all been expecting the Spederline split for so long, we could have saved ourselves some time by writing this story in advance, something like:
Britney Spears filed for divorce from her husband, aspiring rapper Kevin Federline, on [insert date here] in [insert city here] Superior Court. She is requesting full custody of the couple's [insert number here] children, Sean Preston, Jayden James, and [insert any additional offspring here].

By the way, we just love it that news reports still refer to K-Fed as an "aspiring rapper," despite the fact that he actually has an album out in stores. Anyhoo, there's one twist to this plot that we didn't see coming: That K-Fed (who from now on shall be known as Fed-Ex) suddenly wants to be a full-time proud papa to little SP and JJ. Yes, that's right--he wants full custody of the kids, and presumably the fat monthly child support checks that come with them. "Kevin is prepared to go the distance in order to do what he feels is necessary to protect and safeguard the children and will not be intimidated or dissuaded from pursuit of those goals," states his attorney. Hmmm...Fed-Ex didn't seem especially eager to protect or safeguard his children with his other, decidedly less wealthy babymama, Shar Jackson, but now, whaddya know, he's Father Of The Year. Funny how that works. Sheesh...Britney probably would've been better off staying with Jason Alexander. Anyway, in this custodial battle Fed-Ex may have a slight edge over his estranged missus, given that he wasn't the one seen driving with a baby on his lap or nearly dropping poor Sean Preston on his head. However, we simply suggest that, as an airtight defense, Britney's lawyer play Fed-Ex's aforementioned debut album, Playing With Fire, in open court. After reviewing that damning piece of evidence, it's unlikely that any judge will grant Fed-Ex even supervised visitation rights...

so many distractions, so little time

hey.. i guess when one thing changes, everything changes.

just moved to another house 3 weeks ago, and guess wat? now my dad changed his car as well!

my bro was just commenting that he can't believe he's coming back from australia to a new house AND a new car.

but hey, it's a hyundai tucson.. SUVs are interesting vehicles to drive. of cos, our previous camry was definitely more quiet.. but SUVs are s'pose to be rougher, rite? *^o^* and hey, i now have a better view of the road!

besides, SUVs definitely suit the younger ppl (like me) alot better. this is especially so since other more experienced drivers tend to love bullying girls like me.. haha. as i was telling my dad, a "small" person needs a bigger car not becos he/she requires the internal space, but becos others on the road will tend to think twice be4 trying to squeeze him/her to the side of the road.

why are there so many distractions when my last round of exams are just around the corner?? this is a serious test of concentration and determination man. *i will not be distracted!!!!!*

Grey's Anatomy!

Had anybody been watching or has watched one Grey's Anatomy show?

If you have what are your thoughts to the storyline.....and if you haven't will you give it a try.

There is a show just before Grey's Anatomy that's called Ugly Betty and it's a humdinger of a good show. It's produced by Salma Hyack and it's great!

gotta study...

man i'm hafing such a horrible headache.

exams are around the corner (again) and at the rate i'm going, i'm prob going to do very badly.

my last round of exams.. gotta psycho myself to study! *such a depressing thought*

My Blog at Last

Hi, this is my first time in posting a blog. I'm glad the whole sign-up process went smoothly. From this day on, this will be my diary. I will be keeping my thoughts and feelings in this small online diary I call, My Blog.